Just a girl.

There are so many things to be said. Questions to ask.

To him, especially. 

My head is cluttered with questions and random thoughts. Why was it not enough? Why was I not enough? 

My face is damp from the tears that I can't fight back anymore. My room is destroyed from the mess I have become. 

The sun is shining but I feel cold and alone. 

I wouldn't take me seriously. I'm just a girl, trying to find my place in the world. 

Trying to find love.

"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous."

-Sex & the City